It’s been crazy these past few weeks. A lot of emotional up and downs, work is hectic and all over the damn place, damn COVID19 running wild and shit.
No, but seriously, I feel like I’ve emotionally been all over and slowly coming back to a new normal. I’m still exhausted, stressed, depressed, and a whole bunch of shit. But I think I see a light at the end of the tunnel now, and it’s giving me a little hope that I’m moving in the right direction.
I spoke to a bankruptcy lawyer, because my old debt/hospital bills etc is absolutely ridiculous. I actually have enough to qualify for chapter 7, and though it’s not ideal, I think in the long run it’ll be helpful. Scary, embarrassing, but after looking at all my options. I think it’s the best decision I can make for myself right now.
I’ve also decided to start working on my online children’s boutique again! I was going through the paperwork, and saw I literally had handled everything legally (to the best of my knowledge) to get started, and had only lost sight of that goal when my daughters father came around and I was trying to make family work! Super disappointing, but I’m sooo ready to get this thing started again and I’m actually very excited. I’ve created my wholesale accounts for retail places, I’m trying to get my domain back (damn godaddys horrible customer service, and I’m getting the logo done over. I hope the finished product is minimal but pretty and one of a kind.
So yeah, kind of excited and determined to stay focused and on the right track, because I cannot work this 8-5 another year! I’m trying to remove all toxic distractions, and stay focused on the goal at hand. Financial freedom. A happy state of mind. A healthy state of mind, a better mom, and just really at peace and prospering.
Wish me luck !